I open the fridge. And close it again.
I open it again and hold the door open, staring. Seconds pass. More seconds pass. I close the fridge.
A few minutes later, I come back and open it again.
What is missing from this fridge? There are healthy things I can eat. I bought all of these things on purpose. Why is there nothing to eat in this house? What is wrong?
I close the fridge and start looking in the cupboards. They are packed with various things I bought, things I like.
I open the fridge again.
What I realised later is that I was looking for food I could eat immediately. My fridge was full of food that needed to be cooked or prepared first. There were no ready-made meals.
My higher self buys healthy food.
But when I'm in the trance, I want everything ready now.